Monday, September 7, 2009

Life in gray

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”

I'm feeling kinda blue today, for no apparent reasons.

I've gone through so much this year. My biggest question still remain unanswered, but I'll stop asking and just pick myself up when all this has ended. I'm not looking forward for it, but I'm letting myself love as much as I could, and stop when it's time to.

It's hard for me to understand or explain the situation. Love just moves you in a mysterious way. You wouldn't know when it sinked into you, and the next thing you know, you can't stop.

mm... probably when skies are clearer and birds sing at my window pane, I'll write good things. till then... let it be gray.




the one with a braveface
audrey.

3 comments:

  1. hi tong2, don't worry it will pass soon. sometimes whether u are ready or not for the worst, the aching still be there, u will survive :)..u are a strong women.

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  2. thanks cuzz... I hope. I'm waiting when skies are bluer.... for what it is, I'll see myself through. :)

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  3. thanks gallivanter. I'm sure the sun will come up one fine day. :) thanks. nice blog u have there.

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