I'm just human

It's weird not having my lappy with me. I feel awfully disconnected from the world. I miss my lappy. It seems that it's gonna be at the service centre for 2 weeks... argh!!! I'm on the verge of really buying a new lappy, yet....I don't want to be financially distress

I'm back in KK and home gives me a peaceful and safe environment. I love that feeling, something that I've been searching hi and low in Sandakan. No matter how family can be annoying at times, and yet, family can be your greatest fort. Although I've got a small one, yet.... I'm glad it's mine.

The time that I've been keeping myself away, the feelings that I've tried to escape is here to come. It's fuckin' hard to accept reality. In the end, I have to. How longer can this heart take the pain? I've promised, and I'll keep that promise I made 6 months ago.

to you,
this love is the greatest love, cause it need all the love in the world to do.
I'll sacrifice this feeling and let it fade, with hope I'll find it back.
let I shed the tears, not you and her nor them.
be happy and merry,
I wish you happiness and love.


tears of the broken wings,